Diaper Cuck. DDLG Enthusiast

I stumble forward

A breeze ruffling the frills of my pink diaper cover

I blush at the femininity of my clothing

I blush more when I feel the involuntary dribble

Piddling out and taken in by the soft cotton

Warming and moistening my pink diaper 

My diaper bulges out and sots heavy on my waste

Infantilized, I waddle forward more

I look down at my painted nails

No longer the hands of a man, but of a sissy girl

The blush sits lightly and prettily on my cheeks

It only makes them burn hotter

Someone taps me on the shoulder

I spin around, my pink skirt fluttering, revealing my wet diaper

She sees it, then points down and laughs

A diaper girl, confident in her bare Pampers

They make her look cute. They belong on her

Mine serve only as a humiliation, infantilization and emasculation 

She grabs my padded crotch. I yelp in embarrassment and fear

Another puddle begins to form in my front

She winks at me, says I’m like a cute little puppy

Who pees when he’s scared

“Wetting your pants is a sign of submission”

She looks me in the eye and tells me she doesn’t feel there’s much under there

I look down in shame, for it is true

She tells me her Daddy is much bigger than I am

For he is a real man

And I am a beta sissy

She drags me into the dark room as I meekly protest

She pins me to the wall, giggling at my weakness

A pacifier is stuffed into my mouth

I whimper and struggle in vain

She turns around and bends her knees

Her diapered ass is pinning me to the wall

Rubbing me up and down, up and down

I whimper that I’m going to lose control 

She looks back at me slyly

“Poor little pussy,

How can you lose something you never had?”

I seize up and my legs lock

I spurt my beta cummies into my Pampers

Quicker than before, with less volume than before

A sad little dribble, a pale imitation of a man’s seed

Leaking out of my limp, wimpy little cock

And into the sweet comfort of my effeminate Pampers

She giggles and says that she’s glad she satisfied me

That it’s too bad I’m not man enough to satisfy her

I fall on my ass, crying at my loss of manhood

Struggling to remember a time I felt strong and in control

The soft padding cushions my fall

And reminds me of how soft and fragile I am becoming 

The bulging cotton between my legs has replaced my manhood

Contained and captured it, and hidden it away

And replaced it with a pink, bulging mass of smooth softness

Of non-threatening vulnerability 

I close my legs and my thighs squeeze and squish

And my masculinity fades away

A crutch for my toddler-like inability to be a big boy

And hold my pee like a real man

Instead of a pissy pants pussy who quickly cums his nappies

I suck on my paci as my adult memories fade away

I lay back and lift my legs, my skirt falling on my belly

I place a hand on my wet crotch and run, rub, rub

Rub in the wet softness like a baby princess

I smile through my pacifier and blush some more

I grit my teeth through my binky and moan

“I am a beta bedwetter who pees his pants and still needs diapers”

My mind explodes again, then buzzes softly

That cheap explosion of ecstasy in the front of my diaper again

I lay back, feeling sleepy and peaceful

The sissygasm washing over my feeble brain

A sissy princess in Pampers, who needs her diaper changed

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